I've never been a fan of the total chaos of the holidays, but I guess I really have no choice in the matter. Christmas is a week from tomorrow and I haven't got a lick of shopping done. That would be completely my fault, but I just haven't been focused on that. It probably doesn't help that I am not a total fan of shopping either. My main focus has been on my book when I'm not exhausted from working. Even that sometimes feels like a chore. Does that mean that I'm not completely into it? I wonder if its the fact that I have work and family stuff still on my mind when I'm trying to work on my book.
In the new year (so weird to say already), I would love to take off one weekend, turn off my phones and just write until I can't anymore. Selfish? Maybe. Then again, who said that I shouldn't be allowed to selfish every once and a while. That's how a person stays sane in the midst of everything going on around them, right?
Anyway, please know that I have not forgotten about posting chapters. The next one that I was going to post was way too long and I'm really hating it. I'm not sure if its the characters in the scene, what is being said or what, but I just don't like it. As usual, the beginning and the end is fine, but the middle is what's driving me crazy. *sigh*